Lustful thoughts

The words coming from the shadow became clear, it was not babbling, but another language...still every word was fill with love.No one will tell, no one will know. He gasped when the wet lips kissed his neck.

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The followings days went as usual. Neither Skwisgaar or Toki gave signs of having something, not even a look.

But in private, Toki always made him remember with whom he was now. It always started with a soft kiss, and later turned total make-out.Skwisgaar never complained, non once.

He secretly enjoyed that. It seemed that was the closest to a real relationship he will ever have.

Until Toki made the question:

-You wants to do its?-

The whole band had been in their favorite bar, scaring other costumers, drinking all that was possible, messing with the bar tender. A fun day, a really fun day(or night). After some bottles of beer, jack daniels,vodka, and a couple of Pickles’girly drinks Skwisgaar heard the call of nature.

He walked to the restroom,all dizzy and tipsy. Just as he finished and was washing his hands the familiar sound of footsteps made him look up.

There reflected in the mirror was Toki. Skwisgaar was feeling a little odd, he knew they’ve been fooling around for almost more than a week, but still he wasn’t used to it. Toki didn’t lose time and wrapped his arms around Skwisgaar waist, pulling him a little.

-Hows you beens doinssss...?- said a very drunk Toki.

“Drunks?” Skwisgaar tought “but he onlys drank likes 16 beers...*”

-Pffftt... yous little pussies are wasteds already-

-I knowsss...- Toki buried his face in Skwisgaar hair, sniffing it. –Yous smells like cigars.....-he sniffed again –...menthols....- then he kissed the back of his neck.

That send the shivers to Skwisgaar.Toki’s hand were stroking Skwisgaar flat stomach, pulling up his stretch shirt.

-Whats you doins? –Skwisgaar asked but not because he didn’t know, but just because it was not the time or place. Any of the other could enter anytime, and Lucifer help him if they find out what was going on.

-Nothinnnnss....- Toki kissed him again, and again, and then he did in the neck,a lick or two, a kiss and more. Skwisgaar closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment, but that moment didn’t last that long.

-You wants to do its?-

Toki asked with eyes full of lust. Yes, lust, that look made Skwisgaar uneasy.

-Do whats? –

-You knows...fucks.-

An alarm turned on inside Skwisgaar’s mind. He pushed Toki away. –Sexs?-

Toki moved back to Skwisgaar, this time he wrapped his arms around his neck.

-Yes, sex....-Toki kissed him deeply. That’s when Skwisdgaar felt something really different.

-Waits? What did you dids? – Skwisgaar asked pointing at Toki’s face.

-Whats? Diss? – Toki sticked his tongue out, showing a bright green piercing on it – I did dis a longs times ago, butss don’t wears it thats oftensss.-

That explained why he had been so quiet the whole day(or night) and why the few words he said sounded so strange and funny.** Skwisgaar was quite surprised by that discovering,but must important why was he wearing it now?

-Wantsss me to use its? – He almost purred at Skwisgaar.

-Uses for whats....? – Skwisgaar asked, but one second later he realized.

“Oh.Thats.”

Slowly Toki went down, until he was on his knees, and unzipped Skwisgaar’s pants(Actually it took him a long time,hands were shaking,belt was hard to undo, pants to tight.)

Skwisgaar gulped,yes, he had received plenty of blowjobs in the past but non of them were made by someone with a mustache and a ripped flat chest. The sound of the zippe been pulling down was the only sound in the whole restroom,aside from Skwisgaar own breathing, which was followed by a gasp coming from Toki.

-This bigs?! – Toki almost yelled that, his hands were measuring already – Hows much? 10 inches? 11?

-Shut ups! –Skwisgaar was getting anxious –Hurry ups befores someones comes heres!-

After hearing that Toki smiled, and mentally prepared for his first blowjob,which by the way was Skwisgaar first man-blowjob too.

“Nothings is goings to happens, it’s just anothers frees blowjobs...” Skwisgaar said to himself just to calm down,but his thoughts were interrupted by his own moan as he felt Toki’s mouth gobbling his length (well, not all ‘cause we all not it will be impossible).

Skwisgaar closed his eyes and leaned his elbows in the washbasin. “Oh, it’s not that bads, nots at....OUCH!”

-Yous pullings my princes alberts!- Skwisgaar said immediately as he felt this little pain coming from the tip of hs cock.

Toki looked up at him with a pair of eyes that said “I’m fucking scared”.

-Imfs ftucks- Toki said with the cock still inside his mouth.

-Whats?-

-Imfs fufins ftucks!!! – Toki moved his eyes to point at his mouth.

-Ah! Yous stucks!- Skwisgaar reached for Toki’s chin – Opens slowly-Toki obeyed and after Skwisgaar moved a little his cock, left and right, Toki was free. –It seems littles prince must goes-

And so ,Skwisgaar took off his piercing,a bright silver ring, and placed in the washbasin,near the soap.-Theres! Muchs betters!- he said as he stroked the other’s cheek.

Without loosing time, Toki continued with what he was doing. He sucked and licked,in and out ,with fast head movements Skwisgaar’s enormous cock. Toki wasn’t rally sure if he was doing right, he was more doing a bad imitation of the the porn movies he watched once in a while..

Skwisgaar closed his eyes and tossed his head back, time later he was moaning in pleasure. His hands pushed Toki to go deeper, but then he stopped for a seconds – Hurries ups Skwisgaar, i heards sounds...-

The blond and aroused guitarist indeed heard voice coming from outside.-Moves quicklys! – he ordered Toki.After a couple minutes he couldn’t hold anymore and poured his cum inside Toki’s mouth, with a loudly moan coming from the man himself.

Toki, well, was caught unguarded and by accident swallowed a bit, but the rest stayed in his mouth not knowing what to do.

The voice was louder, as the person talking was getting close to the door. – Fuck you douche bag! Hahahahaha....-

It was Pickles! Quickly Skwisgaar zipped his pants,Toki looked at Skwisgaar and made a lot of signs “What i dos?!”

-Swallows!- Skwisgaar said with a low voice.

Then the voice went more loud and clear – Maybe they’re taking a crap.....-the door opened.

*GULP*

Pickles was received with that sound, and silence from the two others.

-What were you doin...?-

-Getting highs!-interrupted Skwisgaar

Pickles stared at him, “well,well Skwisgaar is all sweaty and kind of blushed...maybe he was getting high.” But then he looked at Toki, who quickly cleaned his mouth with the back of his hand “Oh, that’s odd now....and familiar”.

Skwisgaar left the restroom without saying a word,and trying to avoid eye contact with Pickles. Meanwhile Toki washed his mouth, he didn’t liked Skwisgaar cum’s flavor.*** Pickles raised an eyebrow when Toki left without stop staring at the drummer.

“Crazy foreigns...” Pickles thought “Just a bunch of....”

He picked it up and stared with curiosity at ti.

-What we have here.....?-

The silver ring shined when he rotate it.

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Three months had pass(the time flies in my fic, so what?).

And Toki and Skwisgaar were going more and more intimate since the restroom incident,but of course no sex yet. Both of them got scared just of thinking of it(specially Skwisgaar), sure it sounds exciting...but how to do it?

So must of the time was cuddling,making out and oral sex. At first they would do it in those few minutes they got of privacy, but those minutes turned in to half and hour, then an hour, then a couple hours,three,four, and finally came the day the Toki slept all night(until noon) at Skwisgaar’s room.

But of course they always used excuses like “Wes were gettins high”,”Wes were gettins highs and drunks”,”Wes were gettins drunks and highs”,and so on.

Then the day came: FAN DAY.

Charles had already talk to the boys, last year fan day was a success(album sales increased 700%) and they should do it again,if it is possible twice a year.

-Fuck that! – Nathan yelled

-Yeah chief, twice a year? – Pickles took a shot from his Tequila - I don’t want to!-

-Yesh...they jusht shtare at you, with thosfhe little eyesh,shinny littlesh eyesh, they donths even run away whensh you pee on them. –Murderface kept scractching the table with his knife – you are going to mashke me leave the band-

-Like we really need you...- Nathan muttered.

-Whatsh you shaid? –

While the discussion was begging Skwisgaar and Toki kept silent. What would they do?! This last month they were getting use to be together all night, every day, what if the fans catch them! Of course must crazy fan girls wouldn’t mind. So nothing the day before fan day. Toki pouted when Skwisgaar told him “I haves a reputations to keeps!”.

And the day came.

Soulless,like zombie, brains reduce to dust fans filled Mordhaus. From rednecks to emo kids,from cheerleaders to insane fan girls that liked to slash the band in their shitty geocities websites.

None of the band members had a moment of peace, not even our lovely couple. Toki didn’t felt like doing nothing, so the whole day he pretended to be sleeping “Stupids fans”. But things weren’t so bad for Skwisgaar, the Caribbean Bikini Show Girls Team was among the fans that came to visit Mordhaus...and of course he kept filtring with them the whole day.

Finally their torment ended,all fans left(some died) and “peace” returned to Mordhaus.

-Where’s Skwisgaars?- Toki asked after been looking for him in the whole place.

-What? Why?- Nathan growled.

-Hhmm......- It took Toki 25 minutes exactly to get an answer – gettins highs...?-

-You two seem to be on drugs lately – Nathan said.

-Yeah, drugs, sure dudes...- Pickles responded, without taking his eyes from Toki.

-So, wheres is hes?-

-Ish with the Caribbeansh Bikini Shhhow Girlsh Team, lucky bashtard-

-Withs the....Caribbeans bikinis shows girls teams?-Toki asked, with a crack in his voice.

-Yesh, the thosh,the onesh and originalsh- Murdeface and the rest of the band were seriously upset.Who wouldn’t? It was the fucking Caribbean Bikini Show Girls Team!

-I needs Valiums...- And so Toki left,with a lot of worries in his head “is hes doins thems?” “is hes? Reallys? I hopes nots...” “but he saids that afters this will bes togethers...”...

And 3 days passed.

Yes 3 full days.

Not good at all.

-YOUS FUCKIN LIARS-

-FUCKS YOUS-

The yelling and screaming could be heard from the main room. Pickles was the only one around. The only thing he could do was shake his head “They act like they’re married.”

Not wanting to see the whole stupid drama, or whatever they were fighting, Pickles decided it was time for a nap. His old room,that smelled of booze and body odor, was silent at his arrival.

-Thank god i can’t hear his little girly screams- Pickles opened a beer and turned on his old tape recorder. Sometimes he loved to hear his old 80’s cassettes,not giving a shit if Nathan or the others thought it was lame and no metal.

Pickles sat in his bed, and took the silver ring out of his pocket(which was already disinfected, and of course the same day Pickles found it he went to get some STD tests...just in case).

Song after song Pickles kept staring at the ring. Was it what he was thinking? “Well...that would be impossible, but could explain a lot of strange stuff .Also, i have this feeling that i already had seen something like that, you know, hiding, secrets,pretending.”

The last song ended. The new started,it was an old Snakes ‘n’ Barrels ballad. One of the those that never made it to an album. It started with a piano, the notes were fluid and fill with feelings.

Pickles spited all the beer.

-HOLY SHIT!-

Like in fast motion thousands of memories filled Pickles’ mind. A piano, the hair, the make-up, tight clothes, his hand, his eyes, the dark hair covering his face, a beach, the games, the drugs, the booze,the whole thing.

-Holy shit! Holy shit!-

Pickles covered his mouth and stared at the silver ring.

-Holy shit....-

To be continued....

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*We have to consider that they can drink a 100 beers, exactly 100 beers(or more).

** I don’t know about you, but the few people i know with tongue piercing talk funny(but hey! They look awesome)

***Your body fluids’ flavor can change according to your diet. Skwisgaar has been smoking,drinking coffee and booze, so don’t expect him to be that tasty.