The Brutality Of Fate [A Tale Of Life In Mordhaus]

Chapter 14


The minute we entered back into our room, Nathan shut the door roughly and locked it. The next minute, he caught me up gently in his arms, growling roughly. I was somewhat startled but was getting used to the singer's sudden moves by now. He gently laid me down on his bed, looming over me. I looked up into his glowing eyes, feeling as though I was drowning in his acidic gaze. He gulped hard and murmured in a rough, broken voice, blushing madly. "I wanna....ya know...make my girl feel...fuckin...better....are you...feeling ya know....up to that...?" I blinked up in almost shock at him, he usually doesn't ask permission to touch me, he just does it. I found that to be very sweet of him, and besides, I wanted him just as badly. I smiled softly at him, running my fingers though his hair that was hanging in front of my face. I murmured softly to him, "I...would love that...my lord...please..." His eyes seemed to glow brighter with my response and he smiled almost gently down at me.


"Good girl...." He rumbled lowly as he slowly lowered his head and started kissing my neck softly, making me shiver with need. I threw my arms around his neck, moaning out softly, "Ohh....Nathan....please..." He growled lower and started biting my neck harder while reaching one large hand under my shirt, lightly ghosting over my nipple through my bra with his fingers. I gasped and arched my back slightly at his touch, I was very sensitive there. He growled in hunger at hearing my gasp and gently teased my breast out of my bra, toying with my nipple gently between his fingers. I was shaking hard with arousal by now, gasping his name sharply while gripping his shoulders tight, "Nathan!! please!!" He snarled low against my neck, "That's right, my girl....let me fuckin...pleasure you....gonna make you scream...my fuckin name!!" With that said, he gently pulled my shirt off along with my bra.


I shivered with desire as I watched him kiss his way down to my breasts, snarling with desire as well. He eagerly took my right nipple deep into his mouth first, biting down on it gently. I nearly shot out of the bed, shock waves of arousal coursing more strongly though my body. I cried out sharply with need, "OHH!!! NATHAN!!!" He snarled lower with my cries and switched breasts. He gently took my left nipple into his mouth and bit down on it harder while still teasing my right nipple with his fingers. The man is driving me insane, I thought wildly, as my body gently bucked under his touch. I cried out again in pleasure as I felt like I was gonna break underneath him once again.


Before I could even begin to reform coherent thoughts, I felt Nathan's hand slowly slip under the waistband of my pants. This was new, I thought wildly again, shivering with anticipation. I felt Nathan's touch on my clit for the first time since that brief time in the shower. I arched into his touch once more, crying out in ecstasy, "Oh!! Nathan....feels...soo...good...please..." He growled low in my ear with arousal, "You feel....so fuckin....good....god..." I felt suddenly bad that I was getting all the pleasure and he wasn't. I decided that needed to be rectified, for I was to always pleasure my lord as he pleasures me. Without any more thoughts, I overcame my shyness once again and slowly reached beneath the waistband of his own jeans.


I heard him give out a sharp gasp of his own as I grabbed his hard cock and gently started stroking him. He roared out in pleasure, "Ohh!! FUCK!!!" I glowed with that response, and was nearly shocked out of my concentration by him speeding up his strokes of my now swollen clit. I gasped out sharply as well, "Ohh!!! Nathan!!!" He growled out, "Let...me fuckin...fix this...god..." I was puzzled for a second as he removed his hand, but was soon shocked by him gently unzipping my pants. Soon enough, he pulled my pants and panties off , casually just throwing them over his shoulder. He growled down at my naked form in hunger as he hurriedly undressed himself. Soon, his shirt, jeans and heavy boots were scattered everywhere and he gathered me into his warm naked body.


Nathan shivered in anticipation as he held his girl's warm, naked body close to his. He could feel her shivering as much as he was. He wondered if he was scaring her by moving too fast. But, then he looked down to see her looking up at him at the same time, her wide dark brown eyes darkening to black with desire. He thought wildly for a minute, heart thudding dangerously, god those eyes are fuckin...gorgeous. Shoving deep thoughts away for now, he gently leaned down to kiss his girl deeply, hearing her moans of pleasure. He hesitated for a second while in the kiss and then reached down to gently resume stroking her still swollen clit with his finger, hearing her gasp his name roughly though the kiss. Reassured, he stroked her faster and he nearly jumped out of his skin as she reached down and resumed stroking his hard cock as well. He growled low in approval, he loved pleasuring his girl and it seemed now she wanted to pleasure him as well. He could get used to that. He wanted to hear her cries as he brought her pleasure and him only, his blood starting to stir to new heights in his desire.


I gasped sharply in desire as Nathan sped up his stroking of my still swollen clit. I cried out in pleasure again, "Ohh!! Nathan!!! Please!! Feels...sooo....good!!!" I returned for my pleasure by stroking his hard cock faster, gripping it tighter, hearing him roar with pleasure above me as well, "AHH!!! Goddamn....you're....fuckin....good at that....FUCK!!!" He stroked me faster, roaring out in pleasure. I reciprocated the best I could in my haze of pleasure and stroked him harder, feeling him thrust into my hand with rough grunting roars of pleasure. Hearing him roar like that made my body tingle even more, and I cried out roughly, "Ohh!! Nathan....please!!! Faster!!!" Nathan snarled lower in pleasure and sped up his strokes to my clit. I could begin to feel the heat building up in my body and knew that my release was near. I cried out again in pleasure, my grip on his cock tightening as I reached nearer to my peak. Wanting to bring him with me this time, I leaned up as much as I could and started gently biting his neck.


Nathan could feel his girl gently start biting his neck, her grip on his cock tightening as her peak drew near. He knew what she meant to do and the thought of bringing each other to orgasm at the same time made his blood boil with desire. With that, growling low, he started stroking her wet clit harder and faster, as she sped up the rough stroking of his cock. He heard her sharply cry out in pleasure and that almost broke him, he barely managed to gasp out in a rough roar to her the words he knew broke her every single time. "FUCK!! Come with me....my girl....come for Nathan Explosion....scream my fucking name....NOW!!!" With that roared out, he heard her scream out the same time as his orgasm peaked, her screams of "OHH!!!.....GOD!!! Nathan....Nathan.....NATHAN!!!!", broke him at the same time and he roared out loudly along with her, "AHHH!!!! GOD!!! FUCK YA!!!!!" He felt her shudder as they both came together hard, he felt powerful about that. He gently gathered her still shaking body into his embrace, still feeling himself shaking as well. He felt more satisfied than he had ever felt in his life, and that was hard enough to achieve with himself. He liked that feeling though and he liked the way she made him feel, with that thought he cradled her closer to him.


I felt as though the man had shattered me into a million pieces, I had never came so hard nor at the same time as he did. It was so powerful to see us both do that at the same time. I cuddled close to his still shaking body, shuddering in afterglow myself as well, feeling more satisfied than I had ever felt in my life. I finally curled up into Nathan's bare chest, lightly tracing mindless patterns with my fingers through his coarse chest hair. I heard him growling softly in what I hoped was contentment. Apparently, it was because he soon started tracing his fingers lightly across my hip. There was something almost like tenderness in his touch, an intimacy that seemed almost natural between us now. It made me feel very weird inside, like an almost painful feeling. I shivered beneath his touches, continuing my own tracery of his gorgeous body, gently exploring him with my fingers. Nathan then looked down at me, his eyes glowing with that warm light again, wordlessly he drew me closer to him. He leaned down to give me a deep kiss, growling deeply, his fingers gently continuing their exploration of my body as well. It was like we were each memorizing the other's body simply through touch alone.


Nathan looked down at his girl in his arms, feeling very weird again. He drew her closer to him to try to ease the sudden pain in his chest. He gulped hard and thought wildly, what the hell is wrong with me?? Try as he might, he simply could not figure it out. Instead, he gently drew his girl in for a deep kiss, hoping that would help the pain. He felt her light touches still ghosting over his body, and shivered under her touch once more. It's like she's memorizing my body through touch alone, he thought, I really like that. It was a new sensation for him and while she did that, he decided to continue doing that to her as well. He felt her tremble under his touch and his pain kept increasing. He gulped hard again and wondered if he should stop. But his fingers seemed to ignore his brain's commands, and continued lightly tracing across her soft body. He heard her murmur his name shakily through his kiss and immediately felt as though his heart was going to shoot a bloody hole right through his chest, it was hammering so hard. He decided to try and attempt to tell his girl what was wrong with him, maybe she could help.


I looked up at Nathan as he suddenly pulled out of the kiss and began to growl softly, "Hey, I....uhh....wanted to say....ya know...-" Suddenly, his Dethphone starting ringing loudly, cutting him off abruptly. He snarled deeply in frustration and rolled over to snatch the phone off his nightstand. Sitting up, he flipped it open roughly and roared out an annoyed, "WHAT??!!" I sat up slowly, wrapping the sheet around my naked body, watching as Nathan's face fell into disappointment. He snarled roughly into the phone, "Ya?...fuck no....I didn't know, Of....goddamn...ya, we were....busy, ya fuck!! No....ya...she fuckin...got her shit done...yea...so, I fuckin lost track of time.....I don't give a damn....She...uhh....wasn't feeling good.....Why should you....fuckin care?? Ya....we'll be there....ya...I'll fuckin...bring her....I know....ya, whatever...ASAP...fuck, ya....later Of." He snapped his phone shut angrily and growled lowly at me, "Come on, girl....we need to like...get dressed and shit.....I gotta fuckin...take ya to the....fuckin Orientation thingy...starts in like...fifteen fuckin minutes. " With that, he gently kissed my shocked face and got out of bed, stretching his massive naked body. I could not help but stare at his gorgeous naked form, stunned for a few seconds before shyly getting up as well.

He turned around and gently gathered me into his warm embrace, growling softly as our naked bodies were pressed together. He cleared his throat roughly, "By the way...my girl....your new closet and stuff...is all like stocked up and shit....with your new stuff....ya..I...um....designed it myself..." I looked up at him in shocked happiness, "Oh!! Thank you so much, my lord!!" Heart thudding in almost pain, I threw my arms around him tight and leaned up to kiss him hard. He growled roughly in pleasure, tightening his grip on my still naked body. He gently released me and led me into my adjacent room. It was sparsely furnished, mostly because I had been sharing his bed with him so far.


But, what dominated it all was a massive walk-in closet, finished in shining black marble set with what seemed to be flakes of blood red rubies. It was complete with dark cherry wooden shelves, huge delicate crystallized chandelier lamps hanging from the ceiling, a blood red ruby accented 360 degree mirror and even motorized rotating clothes racks that had been sorted by clothing category. Also dominating the room, was a huge black marble vanity table, set with the same flakes of blood red rubies. It was already set up with my makeup and my jewelry was also stored in delicate black lacquered glass boxes, each one accented in different jewels, and the huge lighted mirror was also accented in glittering 20 carat round diamonds.

I stared around the room in utter shock, tearing up. I looked up at Nathan with wide tear-filled eyes, stuttering brokenly, "You....did this.....for...me.....my lord...?" Nathan looked down at me, eyes glowing with that warm light, lightly stroking my face with his finger, smoothing my tears away. He growled out shyly, a gentle shy smile on his face, "Only the....uhh....best...for my....girl." He blushed heavily and looked away, his hair hiding his face. I gulped hard, feeling my heart hurting again. No man had ever done anything like this for me in my entire life. I murmured shyly to Nathan in a broken voice, "Thank you.....so....much....my lord...it's.....beautiful...." He growled lowly, "Ya....I'm gonna....like...go get...fuckin...dressed....now, go on....girl...you need to fuckin....get ready too..." With that said, he gave me a rough kiss then he seemed to leave the room in a hurry, looking almost like he was freaking out.


Nathan slammed the door to his girl's room hard behind him as he hurried out. He felt like shit for running out on her like that. But, he knew what he had done with her room was freaking her out. Hell, it was still freaking him out as well. He hurried into his own large closet and put his head against the wall. What have I done? He thought to himself, I know she's gonna find that....thing I bought for her. She never even saw me grab it, nor did she see me get it customized, gift-wrapped and sent straight to her room. Currently, it was now hidden in one of her fuckin jewlery boxes. He even wrote the fuckin note for it!! Fuck, he even ordered her new boots from their goddamn catalog without her seeing, they were a delicate more feminine copy of his own boots, which were also sent to her room! He started slamming his head against the wall lightly, thinking wildly again, what the fuck is wrong with me???

He could still feel the sharp pains in his chest at seeing her tear filled eyes, looking up at him like she had never been given anything nice in her entire life. He knew that perhaps he had maybe pushed it too far. But, he still remembered what Pickles had told him, 'She feckin loves ya too, dood, her eyes just like...feckin light up when she looks at ya...she's fallin for ya hard, dood. Yer really are feckin blind.' Those words were still ringing in his head sharply, but he still didn't believe Pickles. Who would ever love him? He thought, I'm just being stupid. With that lecture to himself over with, he started to get dressed, still feeling like his heart was gonna explode out of his chest and kill him right there. At that moment, he almost wished it would.


I watched as Nathan nearly fled from the room, slamming the door hard behind him. I gently touched my lips where he kissed me, greatly confused by his actions. I sniffled quietly and made my way over to my closet to pick out something to wear. Seeing as it was just the damn Orientation ceremony, I simply picked out a pair of blue jeans with chains on them and a black T-shirt with a glittery red skull design on it. I also picked the standard pair of bra and panties, along with socks. I stood back watching the clothes racks rotate slowly, each category of clothing had it's own motorized rack. Again, I felt the tears running down my face, unchecked now. I swiped at my eyes furiously, why the fuck was I crying again?? I got dressed slowly, almost animatronically, absentmindedly pulling on my boots as well. I never even noticed they were new as well, an exact feminine copy of Nathan's own boots. I couldn't figure out what the hell was wrong with me. I decided to just leave it and put my new jewelry on. I wandered over to my new vanity table, running my hands over the exquisite black marble. At that moment, I felt like an evil, spoiled, gold digging selfish bitch. I simply cried harder, still not knowing why.


Frustrated now, I reached for one of the jewelry boxes to look for my bracelets and collar. But when I opened one that was set with black onyx stones, I found nothing but a small black velvet box. It was tied with a blood red ribbon into a bow, I gulped hard, scared to look at it. I wasn't ready for something like that. But, then I was reminded of what Nathan had snatched from that store before we left. Was this what he grabbed then? Curious now, I lifted the little box out with shaking hands, untying the bow so clumsily that I almost missed the little black note attached to the ribbon. I picked it up from the table with numb fingers, reading what I knew was Nathan's slightly messy handwriting in blood red ink, "My girl, ya know...I have a hard time...expressin myself....so...ya....just fuckin....take this and wear it...ya know...always if ya want....I don't fuckin know....just take it!! Remember, you'll...always be...fuckin...MINE!! Nathan E."


I giggled softly through my tears, my lord would never be eloquent nor romantic I knew that. I gently started to open the box with shaking hands, still scared. I stared in shock at what was inside, tears flowing more stronger than ever now, almost dropping the little box. Inside that box, was a small ring, exactly my size 5. It was 14k white gold with an onyx heart with 1/4 carat diamonds set on the outside of the stone. But the inside of the stone was sort of see though, like frosted black glass and I could see a skull and crossbones design etched delicately on the inside of it. But what made me sob out the most, was that Nathan's initials were also etched delicately in flowing red Gothic script, looking like it was dripping blood right in the middle of the skull and crossbones design.

I sat down hard in the vanity chair, putting my head in my arms and started crying harder. When did he start feeling like this? Was this why he was so possessive from the start?? Is that why he felt the need to shower me with these extravagant, expensive ass things in my room so far?? Along with this now extremely expensive not to mention very intimate ring??? I never wanted him to waste his hard earned money like this, I didn't want to become a gold digger. I wanted to be his submissive because he rescued me, sheltered me, cared for me and protected me from harm. I remembered how he laid the smack-down on Pickles and Skiwsgaar, just because they looked at me wrong or in Skwis's case, touched me. I remembered him holding my hand when I was scared at the hospital wing. The way he wanted to brush my hair, the bath for me when I was just beaten half to death. The way he felt against me when I was in his lap, the way he held me in his arms, his kisses, the warm glow in his eyes when he looked at me, the way his hair fell in his face when he got shy. Finally, the one that stuck in my heart the most, the way...he killed for me. I couldn't and would never take advantage of Nathan like that. I didn't deserve this stuff. I had done nothing to earn it, I felt.


I was so deep in my despair, that I never heard the door open or anything. All I felt was a gentle touch to my shoulder, I quickly dropped to my knees at what I knew were Nathan's boots, the box falling down beside me. Nathan gently lifted me to my feet, cradling me close wordlessly. I couldn't do anything but simply sob harder into his chest. I felt him run his fingers gently through my hair, murmuring in a broken growl, "You're....my girl....you...fuckin earned this.....you know you did....after what you've....fuckin...been though...you fuckin...deserve this...understand?" I nodded wordlessly against his chest, still crying, but not wanting to argue with him. I slowly murmured only one statement brokenly, "My lord....I don't wanna....be...seen as a...gold digging...bitch...that's not...what I am...my lord...I just....wanna stay...with you!!!" With that said, I started crying harder. I felt Nathan's large hand wrap around my chin, tilting my head up to face him, gently smoothing my tears away with a black tipped thumb.


He growled low, eyes burning with an intensity I haven't seen since I had told him about being raped in that damn Chamber, "I know....what you are, girl...you're fuckin mine....and that's all...that fuckin...matters....I don't give a damn...what anyone else thinks....if they got....something to fuckin say....they should and will....say it to my fuckin face!!! Understand??" With that said, he reached down and picked up the box that had fallen to the floor. With shaking hands, he gently took my right hand and slid the ring onto my middle finger. He growled low again, "Wear that....remember....you'll....always...be fuckin...MINE!! and I want...you to stay with...me too. Got it, my girl???" I nodded, murmuring brokenly, "Yes...my lord, of course....I love....it." With that, he drew me in for a deep long kiss growling lower. I gasped and murmured his name though the kiss, feeling the pain in my heart increase. Soon, he withdrew and turned around to my vanity table.


He reached into a box set with blue sapphires on it and pulled out my spiked collar and bracelets. He gently buckled the collar around my neck and helped me put my spiked bracelets on me as well. I sat down heavily on the vanity chair and wordlessly put on my makeup to cover my blotchy tear-stained face. I heard Nathan growl in approval as I did heavy black eyeliner and blood red lipstick. I got up and faced him, gulping hard, anxious for his approval. "How do I....look...my lord?"I murmured shyly. He growled lower, eyes shining with a bright light, "You look...fuckin great...come on, girl...we're gonna be....late." With that, he wrapped his large arm tight around me and led me out of the room. We made our way down the crowded hallway for the Gear Orientation Ceremony.