Tonight means nothing

Perfect Drug
Nathan was bored, really fucking bored. He sat on the couch of Morhause staring at some red haired reporter with big boobs talking about the weather. He wasn't paying too much attention to her anyways, he was busy staring at her breasts as she moved to point out where there would be snow in some hick town. She wasn't even that good looking Nathan mused. Opening up another bottle of Vodka, he decided he'd get drunk off his ass instead, hey it was something to do.

He had three choices A. Get Drunk B. Find some skank for some fun or C. Jackoff he picked A. He decided he would rather get drunk then be with anyone tonight and jacking off wasn't going to work either he wasn't in the mood. He just wanted to be alone by himself tonight he was in a foul mood any way since all Swisgaar did today was bitch about Toki, Murderface got in one of his "I wanna kill myself moods", and Pickles was more drunk than usual. So practice today was nothing short of a disaster.

Nathan was so pissed off he ended up walking off the stage yelling "Fuck you dicks, practice is over", he slammed the door and went to his own room popped open a bottle of good fine wine, one gulp and it was gone. He wasn't satisfied with that it didn't ease his bad mood at all. So he ended up on the couch, drinking vodka and watching some chick on the t.v. Bored off his ass.

Now the T.V was getting boring, some documentary on African Pride Lions failed to catch Nathan's interest at first until it showed a female lioness stalking and killing it's prey. "Brutal", Nathan thought watching the lioness happily ripping her kill to shreds. She was just getting to the good part, clawing at the animals stomach to get to it's guts when, Nathan heard someone singing.

At first he ignored it thinking it was the yard wolves howling again, but then it started again, Nathan actually recognized the song now, and the Norweigien accent. "Toki?", he said to himself. Why in the hell would Toki be singing he hated to sing.


Nathan had to admit if it was Toki it was sorta brutally cute to hear him sing, how he tried his best to sing in English but ended up slurring it with his accent. Obviously it was something to see, Nathan could just peek in and watch him. Besides he had nothing better to do. Toki wouldn't mind, actually Toki wouldn't know and what he didn't know couldn't hurt him.

With a devilish grin, Nathan threw down the half empty vodka bottle on the floor, and made his way to Toki's room. All was quiet except for Toki's loud singing. Nathan felt a flutter in his heart, like a kid taking a peek at his Christmas presents before his parents found out. "Interesting", Nathan thought creeping nearer towards Toki's room the singing was getting louder and more off key.

Nathan wasn't kinky, but he had to admit this was fun, spying on his bandmates when they weren't aware. It reminded him of a time in High school when him and Murderface snuck into the girls Locker Room to stare at the cheerleaders. He had the worse hardon for the rest of the day it actually hurt. He had to use a book to hide it and it didn't help that Murderface made it obvious by shouting "Boner", everytime he saw Nathan. Nathan still needed to kill Muderface for that one. He picked up his recorder deciding to make a note for later. "Kill Murderface for High School prank".

He turned it off with a quiet click and stood right at Toki's door, luckily it was open a bit so he could see inside. There was Toki laying on the bed wearing his teddy bear pj's and no shirt. His rippling chest glistened in the lamplight. Nathan felt his pants get tighter, as he stared at his friend singing his heart out. Not aware that Nathan was watching him.


"You's let me violate you, you let me desecrates you
You let me penetrates you, you let me complicates you
Helps me I's broke apart my insides, helps me Ive got no
Souls to tell "


Nathan felt his skin flush as he watched Toki jam to the music his body jirating in the most obscene way, Nathan was getting turned on. He could feel the sweat pouring down his face, his cock was hard if only he could sprint to his room jacking off seemed like a good idea right now. He didn't care that he was getting turned on by a guy, let alone Toki. He just needed some relief, and he couldn't imagine anyone seeing him like this right now.

"Crap", Nathan muttered he kept one hand on his erection while trying to tiptoe past Toki's room, the singing stopped and just as he was a few feet past the door he heard a familiar voice, "Nathans", Nathan's faced turned white and he swore under his breath. Had Toki known that Nathan was watching him?

"Great work Nathan", he thought "you managed to get caught spying on a dude", Nathan felt himself get sick to his stomach. He turned around and saw Toki staring at him quizzically. "Just make something up", Nathan thought trying to not act suspicious and hide his growing erection. "What Toki, What the hell you want", Nathan didn't mean to be harsh but he couldn't help it. Toki seemed sorta hurt but none the less smiled at the lead vocalist, "wheres you listening to me sing?", he asked. Innocent eyes glanced at Nathan's guilty ones, "oh for the love of.. he fucking knew", Nathan felt like some pervert. "Umm no I was just...going to the bathroom", Nathan lied. He wanted the kid just to go back in his room and forget about this whole thing. But Toki Wartooth wasn't stupid, he knew better.

"I seens yous through the door, I's thought you wanted somethings", Toki wasn't going to give up until Nathan admitted what he was doing. "I told you Toki I had to use the bathroom, do you mind?", Nathan tried to walk past him but Toki wasn't going to make this easy. "You can use my bathrooms, it looks like you gottas go pee pee really badly", two could play at this game, he thought. Trying not to smile. Nathan let out a sigh, "Fine Toki whatever, it saves me from walking".

Nathan entered his friends room, then he entered the small bathroom intending to be in there along time. Alone... or so he thought. Nathan dropped his pants and was just about to sit down on the royal throne when he felt two warm hands on his chest. He smelt the scent of candy and alcohol and a warm breath in his ears. "You's were watchings me, Nathans I saw you", Nathan felt his face grow white again his length was hardening again. "Toki, I'm sorry I was just bored that's....", Nathan couldn't even get the last word in as Toki's tongue explored his. Nathan could do nothing but savor the flavor.

He let his tounge explore Toki's then he broke the kiss. "Well that was intresting", Nathan thought a bit surprised at Toki's boldness. He didn't know what to say, he was standing in Toki's bathroom, with Toki's hands wrapped around his shoulders, and they just frenched . It was hot though, very weird but hot as hell.

Nathan felt himself sweat more, he could do nothing but take control. Nathan took off his pants and threw them to the floor, hey if Toki wanted to get screwed then who was he to say no. He scooped the younger man in his arms and threw him on the bed making sure to shut and lock the door. This was going to be a long night


Don't ask where this came from like I said I just started writting like a mad woman. I made Toki such a hornball :)