The Sheila Diaries

Summary:Venger allows Sheila another comfort.


The Sheila Diaries

By

Dan Cooper

Chapter 9

The Gardens

Spring has finally come

It is no longer cold here

The bazaars have all been removed

and the curtain which shielded the balcony

Has been taken down

Lord Venger let me out in the garden today

It was very beautiful

Better than any garden I have ever seen at home

He shackled my legs first

My feet were close together

So I could not run

Just walk

Then he chained my wrists together

My hands were bound in front of me

Closer than they needed to be

The chains were not thick or heavy

Just gold

But they were magic and could not be broken

Or opened with any key

Before I left Denora allowed me 'walking' clothes

It was the first time in a long long time that I had normal clothes

Clothes I liked

Venger usually made me wear clothes for a purpose

For sex and sex alone

Oh how I have hated to have to wear those clothes all the time

I walked through the garden

Three servants accompanied me

Michelle was one of them

We talked as we walked

We walked through the garden for almost three marks

I saw many strange plants that were just beginning to flower

and many small animals that ran free here

In my heart I was jealous of them

I lay in the grass

and stared at the sky

For the first time in a very long time I felt direct sunlight on my face

I could feel it soaking into my body

It was the happiest I had ever been since coming here

When bidden by my servants

I allowed them to lead me back inside

I was bathed and Denora came to me with instructions

'Lord Venger wishes to see you at the ninth mark my lady.
He says the he wishes you to dress ravishingly for him tonight.'

I nodded

The girls led me out of the bath

I looked at my clothes

and wondered which one he would like best

I had closets and closets full of clothes

There are all what he wanted to see me in

Some of them are just made of lace or silk

Some are low cut some high

Some are formal others less so

All of them are revealing

I selected a blue silk dress

It hung over my shoulders on thin straps

I couldn't quite see my body through it when I gazed at myself in the mirror

My servants applied make-up and perfume

My eyes were lightly highlighted in blue

I closed my eyes and smelled myself

I smelled good and my hair gleamed

Gold and Jewels came next

A bracelet on my wrist

A pendant for my neck

I was led to him

He was already seated

Waiting for me

I went to him immediately and knelt

Without even having to remind myself

'Master,' I said as I gazed up at him

He extended his hand

and led me to my feet

His hand stroked my cheek

and my heart stirred in my chest

'You look lovely' he said simply

There was no trace of malice in his voice

No mockery for once

Only warmth

I sat there and gave him my full attention as we dined

The food was good and plentiful

Venger ate too

It was the first time I had ever seen him eat

The wine was so good

My glass was filled again and again

The more I drank the giddier I became

The food was done

and I sent the servants away myself

'Come to me' he said

and I came to him

'Kiss me' he said

and I kissed him

'Tell me you want to' he said

and I said I wanted to

He said he would not hurt me

and I knew he wouldn't

He picked me up and carried me to our bed

His body was warm and I let myself relax in his arms

He and I were together

It went on for hours

and it felt so good

In between we would lie there and talk

I told him how much I enjoyed reading his books

and going into the gardens

He told me that I could go again

If I wished to

I thanked him

and said that I very much would like to

We were in bed together for hours

I do not know how many times

Five maybe Six

As I drifted off to sleep in his arms

I told him that I loved him

I don't think he heard me

and for the first time ever we slept together through the night

That was three days ago

I am sitting here drinking tea watching the first sun rise

I have not slept at all

but I am not tired

I have been sitting here all night drinking tea

Watching the stars and moons wheel above me

Thinking about my love for My Master