Lustfully Twisted
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What is an emotion?
Dib inhaled deeply, not saying a word but obeying the Irken. He pulled up his pants, zipping them up and moving towards the kitchen. The Irken seemed to care for him somewhat, but he had a lovely way of showing it. No matter, sooner or later he'll find a way out of this. He knew it, there was always hope. Even if it seemed like there was none, Dib bent over down to the fridge opening it and pulling out a cola. The can was cold to his fingetips, but he didn't mind. He didn't even really bother to wipe the tears from his face. His mind was...somewhere else. He walked back to Zim, handing him the drink. Then, he turned around to the bathroom, walking towards the sink. He ran the earth like water substance, splashing it onto his face.
Zim growled as the soda was uncerramoniously handed to him and his slave walked off, "Dibbeast who said that you could put those pants back on? Zim rather likes the sight of a naked and helpless beast such as yourself."
"Well, since you were done..." He muffled a few words as he splashed the substance on his face. "I thought that I would put them back on... but if you would really like I can take them off." Dib couldn't believe he was giving into all of this. His mind was way to dead, he was having a hard time breathing. His mind was completely somewhere else and his body was just giving into the Irken's commands. He could deffiantly feel himself...breaking, into a million pieces. As he felt this, he frowned taking off the pants and turning around to face the Irken. His body gleamed around with what little there was, his muscles flarring. He stood there with his arms at his side, looking at the irken with a blank expression.
Zim smiled and issued a low pur. His human was beautiful, in a pig smellie way. The little trail of fluff that ran from the humans bellie hole to his penis made Zim feel another rush of excitement, but he managed to control it; He didn't want to turn into what his tallests were like. He knew that they bred like Earth Gerbils when ever they could."Well Zim will tell you when and if you can do something, you need only to ask." he said with a quick nod.
A blush formed over Dib's cheeks, he inhaled coming back to his senses for a moment. But he let his hands lean against the sink as he faced the alien. "Zim...I do have one question."
Zim looked at the human, " As long as it is one question, and it is not something I will have to beat you for then ask away human."
A small chuckle escaped his lips, his eyes half closed now. "Well... I can't promise you that..." He didn't seem to care that he was going to get beaten or not, as long as he gotten his answer. "Tell me, oh great master..." He purred softly, stroking his chin. "Is this all you feel?"
Zim enjoyed the obviously sarcastic compliment, but let his pet slide. He pondered the question for a moment before answeringhim, "Yes Dib beast, why do you ask Zim this?"
Dib shook his head to the side and he licked his lips, feeling confident no matter what happened. "I've been wondering. Irken's seem to have only a few emotions. It's bothering me more than I thought it would..." He brought his hand down to rest it on his lower stomach, staring at the Irken. "Not even the word love means anything to you..." He tilted his head with a smirk.
Zim got up and pulled on a robe before aproaching his slave, "Dib beast, Irkens like Tak and I were never meant to feel anything except loyalty to our Tallests and die in battle. I defected at birth, being loyal, but short, and Tak only recently defected. We were never programed to feel this 'love' that you speak of."
"Believe me, you've made that very clear... I do not expect you to feel this emotion." He let his hand lean back on the sink as he stared out at the window that was in the bathroom. A little glad this wasn't on earth, otherwise his full naked body would be revealed for everyone to see. But, the stars came into a view and it made him feel peaceful. Dib's expression was far away as he felt himself relax for the first time in a long while.
Zim wrapped his spindly arms around his human, teasing the worm babies crotch with a light claw," Dib beast, why do you humans feel so bloody much? Zim only knows hate, spite, lust, greed and loyalty to his tallest, when he followed them. "
A small purr escaped his throat as he felt the strange motion. His face gleamed over the light of the stars and his brown eyes flashing with a distant look through his frames. His hair was toppled over his head, but after a while his scythe began to form over his hair once more. His white flesh trembled slightly, but he did not look at the Irken. "I don't know... sometimes I wish I could have emotions like yours. Just so I can stop my head from being so busy all the time. I guess it's because we were born with such big hearts...or something corny like that."
Zim chuckled and purred at th humans weak attempt to explain things. He tiltedhis head down and began to lightly nip and suckling on the humans neck before biting down with all his strength and then licking it in a silent apology, "Now I have marked you Dib human, no other Irken may try to claim you so long as I live."
Dib gasped at this, letting his eyes close completely now. But his expression quickly went back to it's peaceful look as he kept his vision black. He took a hold of the Irken's waist, pulling him close and saying very bluntly. "Good... I hope..."
Zim purred lightly a the humans enthusiasm, "Not now my little earth slave, Zim desires rest. Join me in my bed, at your position." Zim added in the last part to remind the human that he was still a slave, bitch, pet you will.
He bit his lip slightly, "Can I just lay next to you this time? Instead of in places where I'm in pain?" He opened his eyes,
raising a brow.
Zim considered this. He was never asked a direct question, "No. Zim told you that you could ask one question and that was number two and three."
"Aw, come on, Zim!" He pouted suddenly, trying very so hard to earn at least one good night of sleep. "Please..?"
"No Dib beast, you will sleep at my feet until you have earned the privillage to sleep else were. Zim does not want human riff-raff sleeping ontop of him or next to him.." Zim pulled free of the humans grip and made his way to his bed.
Dib sighed, he was to exhausted to really care what Zim wanted. He wasn't going to move until he was ready at least. He was tired, but he didn't feel like being stabbed in his ribs by Zim's foot at the moment. He sighed deeply, trying to put everything through his head. Was all this really his reality? Or was this just a dream? Dib prayed that he would just wake up to be back in his own bed...
"Dib beast, bed NOW!" Zim said impaitiently.
He groaned, walking slowly towards the bed. He felt like crap for listening to the Irken, but whatever. He was to emotionally drained to care. He sat at the bottom of the bed, letting his elbows rest on his knees. He put his chin in his palm and looked at the wall.
Zim touched his head to the pillow and zonched out imedialetly.
Dib couldn't fall asleep laying down, so he let himself slowly drift off as he cupped his hand in his palm balancing himself.
Down the hall Tak and Gaz were making a ton of noise, more than enough to wae the dead. Zim turned over trying to blot out the sound.
Dib didn't seem to hear the noise that occured, he moaned silently in his uncomfortable sleep.
Zim twitched lightly in his sleep before screaming him self awake,"Dib beast!" His chest heaved to and fro as he attempted to catch his breath.
Dib's eyes popped open and he straighten up, "YES MASTER!? WHAT!?" He blinked, he couldn't believe he just popped that out. His hands quickly slapped onto his mouth and he stared at the wall surprised.
"..Cola...I need a cola..." he said quickly regaining his composure. His nightmares were of earlier that evening, the Dib beast on that wall... No one was supposed to beathis human but him.
Dib quickly got up, almost embarrassed. He shifted towards the kitchen and he quickly stopped. He heard Gaz and Tak practically making barn yard animal sounds. Dib put his hand to his mouth again and gagged silently. "Oh my God..." He opened the fridge and grabbed a cold cola. He sprinted back to the bedroom and handed it to Zim, still holding his hand over his mouth. "Ugh..." He moaned.
"What is it human? Some sort of bug in your intestines?" Zim looked at his human, ignoring the other inhabitants of the ship.
"The thought of my sister having sex..." He moaned, feeling his face burn with embarrassment. He so did not want to hear that...
"You humans are weird..."Zim yawned with a little squeak, "We Irkens have nothing against sex in any form.
"I still see my sister as a kid..." He shook his head, knowing Zim would have no idea what he was talking about.
"Why do you humans stay so close? We Irkens are bnorn and have no other loyalties than to our tallests!" he sipped his cola.
Dib raised a brow, "Because we're humans."
"No wonder you were so easy to conquer!" Zim set down his drink.
Dib glared, Zim's comment made him want to tackle him and beat the crap out of him. But he inhaled, trying to keep his anger to himself. He only nodded and gritted his teeth.
"Zim snuggled back into bed, ordering the human back into his spot, but Zim couldn't sleep. His thoughts ran back to the time on the blorchian ship...
Dib stood there a moment, not hearing Zim's command. His mind began to zone out, he began to pray that he had his planet back. He wanted more then anything to be in his own bed...
Zim shifted quite often, mimicking sleep the best that he could, though he was sure that his glowing eyes would give him away...
Dib moved towards the bottom of the bed, sitting back down. He listened to Zim move around a lot, that wasn't going to help him sleep either. He sighed, hoping he could just have one night of decent sleep. But, he shouldn't complain, he was afraid of getting 'punished' again.
Zim shifted a final time before he got some what comfortable. He couln't help but to re-open his glowing red eyes, he felt an odd sensation of guilt, but he let it pass, assuming thatismust have been gas.
Dib finally seem to drift off in the inside of his palm again, trying to balance his sleep. He yawned, before he knew it he was dreaming about being back home again and just chasing after Zim like another daily thing after school.
Zim laid ther euntil he feelt that the human might be waking up soon. He satup, his sheath was frigid. He must have kicked away part of the sheets when he was sleeping, it almost burned.
He wasn't awake yet, but he moaned silently feeling the bed move. He was still in his same position, trying very hard to stay in his deep sleep and enjoying his simple safe dreams about earth.
Zim stood slowly from the bed, wavering slightly on tired legs. He made his way to the kitchen, forgoing the robe. He didn't even notice Tak sitting in there alone.
Tak had arms crossed, she was leaning against the counter. She heard someone approach the kitchen and she quickly jumped surprised. She gawked, as her eyes almost popped out of her skull. "OH GOD ZIM! What are you doing NAKED?!"
Zim stopped and did a little pirroett to look athimself, "meh, Zim may be nude, but atleast I do not have mating fluid dripping down my legs..." He smirked and pointed at her panty and bra clad form.
Tak gasped, quickly turning the other way and blushing. Cleaning herself up, she growled at Zim. "Jerk... So, anymore news on the plans yet?"
Zim grinned knowing he had struck a nerve with her, "Yes.. We are meeting with The Resisty in about 3 days.... and you have something next to your lip" he smirked at the clear liquid next to her lip.
SHUT UP!" She barked, whiping her mouth clean and she growled. "Good."
Zim still smirked. he knew that she hated it when he was right, "Lard-nar is pleased that we are helping out... thogh he wondered why you of all people were involved..."
"Did you tell him?" She asked, almost to quickly and sharp. She didn't want to let them know why they were doing this just yet...
"No, he saw you and Tak when I was talking to him..." Zim nodded honestly.
"WHAT?!" She asked in disbelief, "YOU LIE!!"
"No Zim is serious, he asked about why you and here were in the hall for a moment while we were talking..." Zim nodded.
Tak groaned, "Whatever. I can't deal with this. Look, let's just make sure we meet up with them and everything goes well." She sighed, feeling as if her mind was about to explode. She hated how Zim never warned her about things like this or when he teased her. She really wanted to rip off his testacles, but she thought better. She needed him.
Zim saw the stress on her face, and he loved it. He hated Tak damned near as much as she hated him. They had been long time enemies, andit was only their common goal that bound them right then.
Tak turned around, heading towards her bedroom. She was going to get ready to bathe, Zim's insults had already gotten to her. She knew better to let that happen, but whatever. She waved him off.
Dib was currently stirring awake, hearing the voices began to make his eyes slowly open. His chin was still in his palm and his arm was balancing on his knee. His mouth opened as he let out a slow long yawn, he moved to stand up and stretch. His arms in the air as he tried to get his muscles moving, feeling his relief sigh he dropped his arms and went to the bathroom. Going to the sink once more he leaned over to wash his hands, then splash water on his face to wake him up. He groaned, feeling his head began to ache. For some reason, he had a bad feeling about today... then again everyday was starting to begin like shit for him.
Zim marched into his room , not wanting to deal with the day. He knew that there was cleaning to be done and contacts to be made, but he just didn't feel like it after seeing Tak in the kitchen. He walked into the bathroom barely thinking about his slaves comfort as he wrapped his arms around the human to wash his hands in the cool gel, "Good morning human."
Dib almost jumped, but quickly stopped himself when he realized it was Zim. He raised an eyebrow, confused as he put his arms around him. He knew it was just to get to the liquid, but was he actually trying to be nice? No, never. Zim was never nice. He shook his head, letting Zim wash his hands and waiting until he was done. "Mornin'" He said, leaving out the 'good' part. Morning's haven't been good for him for a long time...
Zim shifted the humans neck and head to look at his claiming mark. Zim smirked, the human didn't know the truth behind it all, atleast not yet. Zim removed his hands and dried them. absently he thought to himself, 'what is this human doing to me?!? We haven't been on board that long that I, ZIM could possibly feel for him. NO, Zim does not like the human, the human is a slave, a bitch.... Property..... then why did it hurt when i saw him chained?.......NO it must have been because the human is my property!' Zim shuffled out of the bathroom to pull on a set of pants, he didn't want to bother with the shirt today.
Dib sighed, he still wasn't wearing any clothes. He was afraid to ask though, wondering if Zim was just trying to be nice to him to prepare him for something worse. Then again, he would never be nice. This was all confusing, but he did want something to wear. He was trying to remember where those pants were last, they might have been left in the kitchen. Dib began looking around in the bathroom, in the bedroom, then in the kitchen for any sign of clothing. Eh, where did they go? It was kind of breezy in here, "Oi, Zim. Can I wear clothing today, or do I have to rampage naked?"
Zim blinked at the human before stifling a laugh, "No Dib beast, I prefer you vulnerable for when I want to fuck you."
Dib blinked, his anger began to boil up inside of his face. He could feel himself want to beat the shit out of Zim again. But, yet again. He stopped himself. Did he have to be so vulgar about everything? "Right..."
Zim kept the grin on his face. He knew that the humans were not used to such blunt statements and straightforward replies. "Now, human, I want breakfast, and perhaps a side of your ass..." he licked his lips.
"Uh...okay." He was really tired of Zim being so blunt, it annoyed him. It was making it things more much harder for him when he was trying to do what Zim wanted him to do. Going towards the kitchen once again, leaning over the counter to find pots and pans. Hoping he could figure out the Irken technology on the stove...
Zim reclined in the piolots chair in the main brig. He scanned the space waves for anything interesting. He was about to give it up when he noticed...a little something... Well to Zim,it was a big beautiful something. He had found non-con porn that was banned on Irk. He almost let out a squee when he noticed that it was vortian. He could feel himself stiffening in his sheath as he enlarged the screen.
Dib hated this. He was cooking, naked. This way worse then what he thought it was going to be like, being Zim's sex slave. He felt so disgusted, putting himself through hell like this. He growled, he really wanted to at least have some kind of clothes. This was so weird and so embarrassing. How could Zim be so heartless? He sighed, going through the cabinets looking for food. He didn't know how to cook Irken food... but he saw a few human chicken eggs in the fridge, along with sausage in the freezer.
Zim kicked back in his seat and lightly stroked the outside of his sheath. He loved the thrill of the touch that he gave himself, though he would have rather pounded himself into another body... a slightly taller body... with light, amber eyes.... dark fuzz... 'Damn him' Zim grumbled. He was getting hungery, "Dib beast! Hurry with my food!"
"I don't know what you want!" Dib yelled back, confused on what to make. He looked around, there was tons of Irken foods in the fridge that Dib had no idea how to prepare. He blinked, pulling out some eggs and sausage meat. He quickly went to the sink to wash his hands. Even though he was naked, he thought he would try to be clean about things.
Zim mocked him with a growl, "You'll have to think better than that human, if you want to survive. Zim will not tolerate human stupidity."
Dib ignored him, trying to prepare everything. He put the pan on the stove, breaking the eggs and putting them in. He began frying them as he turned over to cut up the sausage. Putting another pan on the stove, he placed the raw sausage inside. He watched as he turned it on the meat began to sizzle. This took about a few long moments, before everything was cooked. Preparing some toast, he put three eggs on a plate, three sausages and two pieces of buttered bread on the plate. Dib hoped that he wasn't going to get this thrown in his face. He carried it towards Zim, blinking at the screen. "What the hell is that?"
"Vortian non-consesual porn...Ah, food!" Zim looked hungrily at the food before growling, "Dib stink... Do you not remember what Zim cannot ingest?" He asked in a voice so sweet that it it did not seem his own.
"No, Zim... I didn't know. You didn't tell me. So, I made what I knew how to make. I'm sorry, do you want me to make something else?" Dib suddenly was horribly frightened by how nice Zim sounded. He could feel a small shiver go down his spine. 'Shit... he's going to throw this in my face isn't he?' He thought, trying to hide his fear.
Zim moved the toast into one hand and the plate into another, "Dib beast!!! You knew, you have known since our time on Earth that I am not able to ingest this..... This foul animal meat!!!!!!!!!" He threw the plate at the humans ankles, listening for the clink and slap of ceramic, flesh and bone. He knew it wouldn't break anything in the human, but he knew it would hurt.
Dib bit his lip, he hissed in pain. Quickly biting back his cry as he looked around the room, trying to stop his tears running down his cheek. He closed his eyes, he suddenly felt the hot liquid run down his face. Turning around, he sighed heavily. He couldn't stand this. He couldn't take it anymore. He slowly walked back to the bedroom, inside of the bathroom. He sat down on the floor, trying to give himself a minute. He knew Zim would probably come in here and do something horrible... but right now, he just needed to be by himself.
Zim sat in his chair and ate his toast before headinginto his bedroom, noting thathte human was in the bathroom. He was still slightly furious with the human for trying to poison him so. He entered the bathroom ignoring the human as he stripped and slid into the tub, drawing hot gel to bathe in, "Dib beast, in the tub, now."
Dib couldn't do it, this was all driving him crazy. He couldn't move, he couldn't even feel himself breathing. Everything inside of him was driving him crazy and he can feel the pain swell up inside of him. Everything around him began to mute, he could no longer hear what was around him. Suddenly, his face began to change colors. His stomach gave horrible painful turns and he gasped between his sobs. He felt his head began to burst as he felt his body fall to the ground completely, his eyes closed as his mind began to go unconcious.
"Dib-beast?!?" Zim jumped out of the tub, "Dib beast wake up this instant!" Zim had never seen a human tun those colors.
His body was completely limp. He laid there and he couldn't hear a thing Zim was trying to say to him. His mind was completely black with darkness and he could no longer see or hear his reality. He found himself looking in the dark and there was nothing. He was all alone... and felt like he stopped breathing.
Zim kneeled next to his human, "Dib beast.. Up! Wake up.." He placed his head against the humans chest and pulled away, "Human start breathing!!!! " He yelled as loud as he could at the pig-smelly.
Dib was still in his pit of darkness... he wanted to stay there. More then anything, it was more comforting then being alive. He couldn't take the pain away, but suddenly he heard a voice. A very...loud...annoying voice. Who did it belong to? "NOO!" Dib screamed inside of dream. "KILL ME! KILL ME!" He began whirling around, not noticing his body was doing this in his reality. His upper-body began twitching violently and his eyes flutter to open... his face was now almost white.
Zim stepped back and tried to find something to help the human. He Swooped down like a being of prey and picked the seizing boy up, "Dib beast you had better stop! Zim doesn't like this... Not one bit..."
Dib didn't realize his body was being lifted up from off the ground, but he continued to kick around. Inside of the darkness, he began running from the horrible voice behind him. He wanted more then anything to just be left alone in the comfrotable darkness. To feel the sweetness of death... it had to be better then living. It just had to be. "Please..." He moaned, allowed. "No more..."
Zim laid the boy on his bed, " No more what Dib beast?" Zim, for the first time in a long time was concerned about another living being. It was odd to him, but it was HIS slave after all.
He gritted his teeth, he was still running his dream. The voice was even closer now and he could feel himself become colder. "No more! I can't...take it anymore." He whispered, whirling his head around in distress.
Zim grabbed hold of the humans head to stop him from hurting himself, "Dib," He said in a kind and calm voice, "Please, settle down... Relax and breath..."
Dib couldn't seem to hear the kind words, everything around him was filled with hatred and tension. He couldn't stand it anymore and he whispered, sobbing softly. "Kill me..." The pain was to much, he just wanted to go home. Running faster now, feeling his legs become tired. He had no idea where he was going. Until, he suddenly fell and toppled off of nothing.
Zim watched his slave, his insane twitching wasn't stopping. He didn't like what he knew he had to do, "TAK! GAZ! GET IN HERE! THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE DIB BEAST!!!!!"
It took Tak a few moments before she actually raced to the room. She quirked an antenna, not wanting to know WHY Dib had no clothes on. But the twitchings of the human did seem to scare her a bit and she blinked. "Oh great, Zim. What did you do to him now?" She glared, examining the human. Feeling his forhead, then checking his pulse. "He seems to be fine." Tak bit her lip worried, "I think it's the cause of stress or something."
Dib cried out in his dreams, never finding an end to the fall. Everything was moving so fast and alls he kept wishing for was death. "Please! KILL ME!" He moaned.
Gaz came in a few seconds later, "That is something i never needed to see..." she blocked her siblings privates from her view, "I think your right Tak... stress... Dad used to do this too.. he would be better in a matter of ten minutes most times...." She continued.
Zim just glared at Tak, "I invited my slave to join me for a bath after he tried to feed Zim human meats." Zim glared hard.
Tak snickered, "Well. Zim. You do realize he's probably had it way harder then you've ever had it. He lost his father, he's been tortured, raped. He's not even fully sane to remember what things you eat and what things you don't. You can't be so harsh or you'll really damage your slave. He's human, not a toy." She looked at him seriously, then at Dib. She trailed her fingers across his forhead to calm him. "It's okay... your going to be okay..." She whispered, leaning over so he can hear her.
: Dib cried, twitching a few more times before he leaned in against Tak's touch. Thoughts of his mother went through his mind and his body suddenly stopped moving. His breathing going back to normal and he began to fall into sleep. He whispered, shivering. "Mum..."
Zim mocked Tak behind her back before looking at his now soothed human, "He will be his normal pig-smellie self again, right?" He asked.
Gaz left the room to go and fiddle with her and Taks stuff for a bit, knowing that Dib would be okay.
Dib twitched a few more times, before fully falling asleep now. Sweat began drying from his skin and he shivered slightly in his sleep.
Tak shrugged, "Maybe. If you don't kill him with so much stress." She glared, "This wasn't in the agreement, Zim. Keep him alive." She lowered her voice, warning him. Then turning around to walk back to her room.
Zim grumbled at Tak silently as he shifted the sheets to lie back down. It was akward sleeping with someone next to him. Zim felt the rises and the falls of the humans chest as he gently wrapped an arm around him. Zim's concious ebbed as he curled next to the warm body.
Zim growled as the soda was uncerramoniously handed to him and his slave walked off, "Dibbeast who said that you could put those pants back on? Zim rather likes the sight of a naked and helpless beast such as yourself."
"Well, since you were done..." He muffled a few words as he splashed the substance on his face. "I thought that I would put them back on... but if you would really like I can take them off." Dib couldn't believe he was giving into all of this. His mind was way to dead, he was having a hard time breathing. His mind was completely somewhere else and his body was just giving into the Irken's commands. He could deffiantly feel himself...breaking, into a million pieces. As he felt this, he frowned taking off the pants and turning around to face the Irken. His body gleamed around with what little there was, his muscles flarring. He stood there with his arms at his side, looking at the irken with a blank expression.
Zim smiled and issued a low pur. His human was beautiful, in a pig smellie way. The little trail of fluff that ran from the humans bellie hole to his penis made Zim feel another rush of excitement, but he managed to control it; He didn't want to turn into what his tallests were like. He knew that they bred like Earth Gerbils when ever they could."Well Zim will tell you when and if you can do something, you need only to ask." he said with a quick nod.
A blush formed over Dib's cheeks, he inhaled coming back to his senses for a moment. But he let his hands lean against the sink as he faced the alien. "Zim...I do have one question."
Zim looked at the human, " As long as it is one question, and it is not something I will have to beat you for then ask away human."
A small chuckle escaped his lips, his eyes half closed now. "Well... I can't promise you that..." He didn't seem to care that he was going to get beaten or not, as long as he gotten his answer. "Tell me, oh great master..." He purred softly, stroking his chin. "Is this all you feel?"
Zim enjoyed the obviously sarcastic compliment, but let his pet slide. He pondered the question for a moment before answeringhim, "Yes Dib beast, why do you ask Zim this?"
Dib shook his head to the side and he licked his lips, feeling confident no matter what happened. "I've been wondering. Irken's seem to have only a few emotions. It's bothering me more than I thought it would..." He brought his hand down to rest it on his lower stomach, staring at the Irken. "Not even the word love means anything to you..." He tilted his head with a smirk.
Zim got up and pulled on a robe before aproaching his slave, "Dib beast, Irkens like Tak and I were never meant to feel anything except loyalty to our Tallests and die in battle. I defected at birth, being loyal, but short, and Tak only recently defected. We were never programed to feel this 'love' that you speak of."
"Believe me, you've made that very clear... I do not expect you to feel this emotion." He let his hand lean back on the sink as he stared out at the window that was in the bathroom. A little glad this wasn't on earth, otherwise his full naked body would be revealed for everyone to see. But, the stars came into a view and it made him feel peaceful. Dib's expression was far away as he felt himself relax for the first time in a long while.
Zim wrapped his spindly arms around his human, teasing the worm babies crotch with a light claw," Dib beast, why do you humans feel so bloody much? Zim only knows hate, spite, lust, greed and loyalty to his tallest, when he followed them. "
A small purr escaped his throat as he felt the strange motion. His face gleamed over the light of the stars and his brown eyes flashing with a distant look through his frames. His hair was toppled over his head, but after a while his scythe began to form over his hair once more. His white flesh trembled slightly, but he did not look at the Irken. "I don't know... sometimes I wish I could have emotions like yours. Just so I can stop my head from being so busy all the time. I guess it's because we were born with such big hearts...or something corny like that."
Zim chuckled and purred at th humans weak attempt to explain things. He tiltedhis head down and began to lightly nip and suckling on the humans neck before biting down with all his strength and then licking it in a silent apology, "Now I have marked you Dib human, no other Irken may try to claim you so long as I live."
Dib gasped at this, letting his eyes close completely now. But his expression quickly went back to it's peaceful look as he kept his vision black. He took a hold of the Irken's waist, pulling him close and saying very bluntly. "Good... I hope..."
Zim purred lightly a the humans enthusiasm, "Not now my little earth slave, Zim desires rest. Join me in my bed, at your position." Zim added in the last part to remind the human that he was still a slave, bitch, pet you will.
He bit his lip slightly, "Can I just lay next to you this time? Instead of in places where I'm in pain?" He opened his eyes,
raising a brow.
Zim considered this. He was never asked a direct question, "No. Zim told you that you could ask one question and that was number two and three."
"Aw, come on, Zim!" He pouted suddenly, trying very so hard to earn at least one good night of sleep. "Please..?"
"No Dib beast, you will sleep at my feet until you have earned the privillage to sleep else were. Zim does not want human riff-raff sleeping ontop of him or next to him.." Zim pulled free of the humans grip and made his way to his bed.
Dib sighed, he was to exhausted to really care what Zim wanted. He wasn't going to move until he was ready at least. He was tired, but he didn't feel like being stabbed in his ribs by Zim's foot at the moment. He sighed deeply, trying to put everything through his head. Was all this really his reality? Or was this just a dream? Dib prayed that he would just wake up to be back in his own bed...
"Dib beast, bed NOW!" Zim said impaitiently.
He groaned, walking slowly towards the bed. He felt like crap for listening to the Irken, but whatever. He was to emotionally drained to care. He sat at the bottom of the bed, letting his elbows rest on his knees. He put his chin in his palm and looked at the wall.
Zim touched his head to the pillow and zonched out imedialetly.
Dib couldn't fall asleep laying down, so he let himself slowly drift off as he cupped his hand in his palm balancing himself.
Down the hall Tak and Gaz were making a ton of noise, more than enough to wae the dead. Zim turned over trying to blot out the sound.
Dib didn't seem to hear the noise that occured, he moaned silently in his uncomfortable sleep.
Zim twitched lightly in his sleep before screaming him self awake,"Dib beast!" His chest heaved to and fro as he attempted to catch his breath.
Dib's eyes popped open and he straighten up, "YES MASTER!? WHAT!?" He blinked, he couldn't believe he just popped that out. His hands quickly slapped onto his mouth and he stared at the wall surprised.
"..Cola...I need a cola..." he said quickly regaining his composure. His nightmares were of earlier that evening, the Dib beast on that wall... No one was supposed to beathis human but him.
Dib quickly got up, almost embarrassed. He shifted towards the kitchen and he quickly stopped. He heard Gaz and Tak practically making barn yard animal sounds. Dib put his hand to his mouth again and gagged silently. "Oh my God..." He opened the fridge and grabbed a cold cola. He sprinted back to the bedroom and handed it to Zim, still holding his hand over his mouth. "Ugh..." He moaned.
"What is it human? Some sort of bug in your intestines?" Zim looked at his human, ignoring the other inhabitants of the ship.
"The thought of my sister having sex..." He moaned, feeling his face burn with embarrassment. He so did not want to hear that...
"You humans are weird..."Zim yawned with a little squeak, "We Irkens have nothing against sex in any form.
"I still see my sister as a kid..." He shook his head, knowing Zim would have no idea what he was talking about.
"Why do you humans stay so close? We Irkens are bnorn and have no other loyalties than to our tallests!" he sipped his cola.
Dib raised a brow, "Because we're humans."
"No wonder you were so easy to conquer!" Zim set down his drink.
Dib glared, Zim's comment made him want to tackle him and beat the crap out of him. But he inhaled, trying to keep his anger to himself. He only nodded and gritted his teeth.
"Zim snuggled back into bed, ordering the human back into his spot, but Zim couldn't sleep. His thoughts ran back to the time on the blorchian ship...
Dib stood there a moment, not hearing Zim's command. His mind began to zone out, he began to pray that he had his planet back. He wanted more then anything to be in his own bed...
Zim shifted quite often, mimicking sleep the best that he could, though he was sure that his glowing eyes would give him away...
Dib moved towards the bottom of the bed, sitting back down. He listened to Zim move around a lot, that wasn't going to help him sleep either. He sighed, hoping he could just have one night of decent sleep. But, he shouldn't complain, he was afraid of getting 'punished' again.
Zim shifted a final time before he got some what comfortable. He couln't help but to re-open his glowing red eyes, he felt an odd sensation of guilt, but he let it pass, assuming thatismust have been gas.
Dib finally seem to drift off in the inside of his palm again, trying to balance his sleep. He yawned, before he knew it he was dreaming about being back home again and just chasing after Zim like another daily thing after school.
Zim laid ther euntil he feelt that the human might be waking up soon. He satup, his sheath was frigid. He must have kicked away part of the sheets when he was sleeping, it almost burned.
He wasn't awake yet, but he moaned silently feeling the bed move. He was still in his same position, trying very hard to stay in his deep sleep and enjoying his simple safe dreams about earth.
Zim stood slowly from the bed, wavering slightly on tired legs. He made his way to the kitchen, forgoing the robe. He didn't even notice Tak sitting in there alone.
Tak had arms crossed, she was leaning against the counter. She heard someone approach the kitchen and she quickly jumped surprised. She gawked, as her eyes almost popped out of her skull. "OH GOD ZIM! What are you doing NAKED?!"
Zim stopped and did a little pirroett to look athimself, "meh, Zim may be nude, but atleast I do not have mating fluid dripping down my legs..." He smirked and pointed at her panty and bra clad form.
Tak gasped, quickly turning the other way and blushing. Cleaning herself up, she growled at Zim. "Jerk... So, anymore news on the plans yet?"
Zim grinned knowing he had struck a nerve with her, "Yes.. We are meeting with The Resisty in about 3 days.... and you have something next to your lip" he smirked at the clear liquid next to her lip.
SHUT UP!" She barked, whiping her mouth clean and she growled. "Good."
Zim still smirked. he knew that she hated it when he was right, "Lard-nar is pleased that we are helping out... thogh he wondered why you of all people were involved..."
"Did you tell him?" She asked, almost to quickly and sharp. She didn't want to let them know why they were doing this just yet...
"No, he saw you and Tak when I was talking to him..." Zim nodded honestly.
"WHAT?!" She asked in disbelief, "YOU LIE!!"
"No Zim is serious, he asked about why you and here were in the hall for a moment while we were talking..." Zim nodded.
Tak groaned, "Whatever. I can't deal with this. Look, let's just make sure we meet up with them and everything goes well." She sighed, feeling as if her mind was about to explode. She hated how Zim never warned her about things like this or when he teased her. She really wanted to rip off his testacles, but she thought better. She needed him.
Zim saw the stress on her face, and he loved it. He hated Tak damned near as much as she hated him. They had been long time enemies, andit was only their common goal that bound them right then.
Tak turned around, heading towards her bedroom. She was going to get ready to bathe, Zim's insults had already gotten to her. She knew better to let that happen, but whatever. She waved him off.
Dib was currently stirring awake, hearing the voices began to make his eyes slowly open. His chin was still in his palm and his arm was balancing on his knee. His mouth opened as he let out a slow long yawn, he moved to stand up and stretch. His arms in the air as he tried to get his muscles moving, feeling his relief sigh he dropped his arms and went to the bathroom. Going to the sink once more he leaned over to wash his hands, then splash water on his face to wake him up. He groaned, feeling his head began to ache. For some reason, he had a bad feeling about today... then again everyday was starting to begin like shit for him.
Zim marched into his room , not wanting to deal with the day. He knew that there was cleaning to be done and contacts to be made, but he just didn't feel like it after seeing Tak in the kitchen. He walked into the bathroom barely thinking about his slaves comfort as he wrapped his arms around the human to wash his hands in the cool gel, "Good morning human."
Dib almost jumped, but quickly stopped himself when he realized it was Zim. He raised an eyebrow, confused as he put his arms around him. He knew it was just to get to the liquid, but was he actually trying to be nice? No, never. Zim was never nice. He shook his head, letting Zim wash his hands and waiting until he was done. "Mornin'" He said, leaving out the 'good' part. Morning's haven't been good for him for a long time...
Zim shifted the humans neck and head to look at his claiming mark. Zim smirked, the human didn't know the truth behind it all, atleast not yet. Zim removed his hands and dried them. absently he thought to himself, 'what is this human doing to me?!? We haven't been on board that long that I, ZIM could possibly feel for him. NO, Zim does not like the human, the human is a slave, a bitch.... Property..... then why did it hurt when i saw him chained?.......NO it must have been because the human is my property!' Zim shuffled out of the bathroom to pull on a set of pants, he didn't want to bother with the shirt today.
Dib sighed, he still wasn't wearing any clothes. He was afraid to ask though, wondering if Zim was just trying to be nice to him to prepare him for something worse. Then again, he would never be nice. This was all confusing, but he did want something to wear. He was trying to remember where those pants were last, they might have been left in the kitchen. Dib began looking around in the bathroom, in the bedroom, then in the kitchen for any sign of clothing. Eh, where did they go? It was kind of breezy in here, "Oi, Zim. Can I wear clothing today, or do I have to rampage naked?"
Zim blinked at the human before stifling a laugh, "No Dib beast, I prefer you vulnerable for when I want to fuck you."
Dib blinked, his anger began to boil up inside of his face. He could feel himself want to beat the shit out of Zim again. But, yet again. He stopped himself. Did he have to be so vulgar about everything? "Right..."
Zim kept the grin on his face. He knew that the humans were not used to such blunt statements and straightforward replies. "Now, human, I want breakfast, and perhaps a side of your ass..." he licked his lips.
"Uh...okay." He was really tired of Zim being so blunt, it annoyed him. It was making it things more much harder for him when he was trying to do what Zim wanted him to do. Going towards the kitchen once again, leaning over the counter to find pots and pans. Hoping he could figure out the Irken technology on the stove...
Zim reclined in the piolots chair in the main brig. He scanned the space waves for anything interesting. He was about to give it up when he noticed...a little something... Well to Zim,it was a big beautiful something. He had found non-con porn that was banned on Irk. He almost let out a squee when he noticed that it was vortian. He could feel himself stiffening in his sheath as he enlarged the screen.
Dib hated this. He was cooking, naked. This way worse then what he thought it was going to be like, being Zim's sex slave. He felt so disgusted, putting himself through hell like this. He growled, he really wanted to at least have some kind of clothes. This was so weird and so embarrassing. How could Zim be so heartless? He sighed, going through the cabinets looking for food. He didn't know how to cook Irken food... but he saw a few human chicken eggs in the fridge, along with sausage in the freezer.
Zim kicked back in his seat and lightly stroked the outside of his sheath. He loved the thrill of the touch that he gave himself, though he would have rather pounded himself into another body... a slightly taller body... with light, amber eyes.... dark fuzz... 'Damn him' Zim grumbled. He was getting hungery, "Dib beast! Hurry with my food!"
"I don't know what you want!" Dib yelled back, confused on what to make. He looked around, there was tons of Irken foods in the fridge that Dib had no idea how to prepare. He blinked, pulling out some eggs and sausage meat. He quickly went to the sink to wash his hands. Even though he was naked, he thought he would try to be clean about things.
Zim mocked him with a growl, "You'll have to think better than that human, if you want to survive. Zim will not tolerate human stupidity."
Dib ignored him, trying to prepare everything. He put the pan on the stove, breaking the eggs and putting them in. He began frying them as he turned over to cut up the sausage. Putting another pan on the stove, he placed the raw sausage inside. He watched as he turned it on the meat began to sizzle. This took about a few long moments, before everything was cooked. Preparing some toast, he put three eggs on a plate, three sausages and two pieces of buttered bread on the plate. Dib hoped that he wasn't going to get this thrown in his face. He carried it towards Zim, blinking at the screen. "What the hell is that?"
"Vortian non-consesual porn...Ah, food!" Zim looked hungrily at the food before growling, "Dib stink... Do you not remember what Zim cannot ingest?" He asked in a voice so sweet that it it did not seem his own.
"No, Zim... I didn't know. You didn't tell me. So, I made what I knew how to make. I'm sorry, do you want me to make something else?" Dib suddenly was horribly frightened by how nice Zim sounded. He could feel a small shiver go down his spine. 'Shit... he's going to throw this in my face isn't he?' He thought, trying to hide his fear.
Zim moved the toast into one hand and the plate into another, "Dib beast!!! You knew, you have known since our time on Earth that I am not able to ingest this..... This foul animal meat!!!!!!!!!" He threw the plate at the humans ankles, listening for the clink and slap of ceramic, flesh and bone. He knew it wouldn't break anything in the human, but he knew it would hurt.
Dib bit his lip, he hissed in pain. Quickly biting back his cry as he looked around the room, trying to stop his tears running down his cheek. He closed his eyes, he suddenly felt the hot liquid run down his face. Turning around, he sighed heavily. He couldn't stand this. He couldn't take it anymore. He slowly walked back to the bedroom, inside of the bathroom. He sat down on the floor, trying to give himself a minute. He knew Zim would probably come in here and do something horrible... but right now, he just needed to be by himself.
Zim sat in his chair and ate his toast before headinginto his bedroom, noting thathte human was in the bathroom. He was still slightly furious with the human for trying to poison him so. He entered the bathroom ignoring the human as he stripped and slid into the tub, drawing hot gel to bathe in, "Dib beast, in the tub, now."
Dib couldn't do it, this was all driving him crazy. He couldn't move, he couldn't even feel himself breathing. Everything inside of him was driving him crazy and he can feel the pain swell up inside of him. Everything around him began to mute, he could no longer hear what was around him. Suddenly, his face began to change colors. His stomach gave horrible painful turns and he gasped between his sobs. He felt his head began to burst as he felt his body fall to the ground completely, his eyes closed as his mind began to go unconcious.
"Dib-beast?!?" Zim jumped out of the tub, "Dib beast wake up this instant!" Zim had never seen a human tun those colors.
His body was completely limp. He laid there and he couldn't hear a thing Zim was trying to say to him. His mind was completely black with darkness and he could no longer see or hear his reality. He found himself looking in the dark and there was nothing. He was all alone... and felt like he stopped breathing.
Zim kneeled next to his human, "Dib beast.. Up! Wake up.." He placed his head against the humans chest and pulled away, "Human start breathing!!!! " He yelled as loud as he could at the pig-smelly.
Dib was still in his pit of darkness... he wanted to stay there. More then anything, it was more comforting then being alive. He couldn't take the pain away, but suddenly he heard a voice. A very...loud...annoying voice. Who did it belong to? "NOO!" Dib screamed inside of dream. "KILL ME! KILL ME!" He began whirling around, not noticing his body was doing this in his reality. His upper-body began twitching violently and his eyes flutter to open... his face was now almost white.
Zim stepped back and tried to find something to help the human. He Swooped down like a being of prey and picked the seizing boy up, "Dib beast you had better stop! Zim doesn't like this... Not one bit..."
Dib didn't realize his body was being lifted up from off the ground, but he continued to kick around. Inside of the darkness, he began running from the horrible voice behind him. He wanted more then anything to just be left alone in the comfrotable darkness. To feel the sweetness of death... it had to be better then living. It just had to be. "Please..." He moaned, allowed. "No more..."
Zim laid the boy on his bed, " No more what Dib beast?" Zim, for the first time in a long time was concerned about another living being. It was odd to him, but it was HIS slave after all.
He gritted his teeth, he was still running his dream. The voice was even closer now and he could feel himself become colder. "No more! I can't...take it anymore." He whispered, whirling his head around in distress.
Zim grabbed hold of the humans head to stop him from hurting himself, "Dib," He said in a kind and calm voice, "Please, settle down... Relax and breath..."
Dib couldn't seem to hear the kind words, everything around him was filled with hatred and tension. He couldn't stand it anymore and he whispered, sobbing softly. "Kill me..." The pain was to much, he just wanted to go home. Running faster now, feeling his legs become tired. He had no idea where he was going. Until, he suddenly fell and toppled off of nothing.
Zim watched his slave, his insane twitching wasn't stopping. He didn't like what he knew he had to do, "TAK! GAZ! GET IN HERE! THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE DIB BEAST!!!!!"
It took Tak a few moments before she actually raced to the room. She quirked an antenna, not wanting to know WHY Dib had no clothes on. But the twitchings of the human did seem to scare her a bit and she blinked. "Oh great, Zim. What did you do to him now?" She glared, examining the human. Feeling his forhead, then checking his pulse. "He seems to be fine." Tak bit her lip worried, "I think it's the cause of stress or something."
Dib cried out in his dreams, never finding an end to the fall. Everything was moving so fast and alls he kept wishing for was death. "Please! KILL ME!" He moaned.
Gaz came in a few seconds later, "That is something i never needed to see..." she blocked her siblings privates from her view, "I think your right Tak... stress... Dad used to do this too.. he would be better in a matter of ten minutes most times...." She continued.
Zim just glared at Tak, "I invited my slave to join me for a bath after he tried to feed Zim human meats." Zim glared hard.
Tak snickered, "Well. Zim. You do realize he's probably had it way harder then you've ever had it. He lost his father, he's been tortured, raped. He's not even fully sane to remember what things you eat and what things you don't. You can't be so harsh or you'll really damage your slave. He's human, not a toy." She looked at him seriously, then at Dib. She trailed her fingers across his forhead to calm him. "It's okay... your going to be okay..." She whispered, leaning over so he can hear her.
: Dib cried, twitching a few more times before he leaned in against Tak's touch. Thoughts of his mother went through his mind and his body suddenly stopped moving. His breathing going back to normal and he began to fall into sleep. He whispered, shivering. "Mum..."
Zim mocked Tak behind her back before looking at his now soothed human, "He will be his normal pig-smellie self again, right?" He asked.
Gaz left the room to go and fiddle with her and Taks stuff for a bit, knowing that Dib would be okay.
Dib twitched a few more times, before fully falling asleep now. Sweat began drying from his skin and he shivered slightly in his sleep.
Tak shrugged, "Maybe. If you don't kill him with so much stress." She glared, "This wasn't in the agreement, Zim. Keep him alive." She lowered her voice, warning him. Then turning around to walk back to her room.
Zim grumbled at Tak silently as he shifted the sheets to lie back down. It was akward sleeping with someone next to him. Zim felt the rises and the falls of the humans chest as he gently wrapped an arm around him. Zim's concious ebbed as he curled next to the warm body.