Freedom

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I hope you're enjoying reading this as much as I'm enjoying writing it. My brother is visiting us so I've been spending a lot of time in my room. Please R&R!

It was dark. I was falling. My arms were flailing, trying to find something to hold on to. I was turning, screaming, begging for someone to help me...

RIIIIIIIIING

I jumped. Oh yeah, school. I sat up, wiping the drool from my face, and looked around. Everyone was leaving, so I grabbed my bag and headed for the door.

"Mr. McCormick."

I sighed. "Yes, Mr. Elliot?"

"If you continue to fall asleep in my class, I'm going to have to give you detention."

"Yes, Mr. Elliot."

"I know this has been a hard time for you Kenny..." He trailed off as he looked up to see my enraged scowl.

"Can I go now?" I asked through gritted teeth, furious. How dare he bring that up? What did he think gave him the right to talk to be about what I was feeling?! He had no idea!

He sighed and waved his hand, dismissing me. I rushed out the door, wanting to get as far away from him as I possibly could, and smacked straight into Butters. I grabbed his shoulders, steadying him, maybe holding on for a second too long. His presence immediately began to calm me.

I chuckled. "We have to stop meeting like this. One of us is gonna get hurt."

Butters smiled, until he looked into my eyes. They must still be dark, because he suddenly looked concerned.

"Are you ok, Kenny?"

I sighed. I could never hide anything from Butters.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. Nothing I can't handle." I smiled, and he seemed to know it was fake, but let it drop anyway.

"Well, do you wanna walk to class together?"

I nodded and his eyes lit up. He grabbed my hand and started dragging me along. I flushed, enjoying the soft, cool feel of his fingers in mine. Thankfully he was too busy chattering to notice. When we made it to English, I let go of his hand to take my seat. In every class, Butters always sat front and center. He was just a little goody two shoes like that. In most classes I would sit in the back corner, but since English was my favorite subject, I sat one seat next to and back from Butters. Also, this gave me a great view of his pert little ass, which was always almost up off his seat he was leaning forward so eagerly.

I smiled, today was no different. I had a hard time keeping my eyes on Mrs. Smith. They kept wandering to the line of creamy skin between his jeans and hoodie. I started fantasizing what it would be like to caress it, to kiss it, to taste it. I imagined holding him in my arms, the way I had so many times, kissing those rosy lips and slipping my hand under his shirt to glide my fingers teasingly above his waistband. I could hear the way he would moan, breathy and nervous. I could feel his arms around my neck, the way his back would arch away from my hand and into my body...

I didn't even hear the bell ring. I knew class was over when Butters stood up, hiding his back and breaking the hold that tempting peek had over me. He waited for me on the hall as I gathered my stuff slowly, willing my erection away desperately. When I finally came to join him, it was almost time for third period. He was going to art and I to lunch. It was the last time I would see him all day. I knew I had to ask what I had been working up the courage to say for the past few weeks.

"Hey, Butters, do you wanna do something later?" I but my lip nervously, hoping that he would say no and yes at the same time.

"Gee wiz, Kenny. I can't. I have some stuff I have to do today."

He looked genuinely sorry, and I felt bad. I wasn't worth him being upset over. So I plastered a fake smile on my face and waved it off.

"Ah, don't worry about it, man! Some other time, yeah?" That got me the grin I was searching for.

"Oh, you bet!" He waved and ran off just as the bell started to ring again.

Well, since I couldn't hang out with Butters like I wanted, I had another thing in mind that might cheer me up.

Ominous? I hope so. That's kinda what I was going for. I promise there will be true smut soon! Solo and Voy next chapter, full disclothesure in two or three! ;) Stay naughty!