No Particular Reference
Decepticon
LeavesofMyself: This was inspired by the short story "Girl" by Jamaica Kincaid. It's written in her style, which escapes me for the moment. I had fun writing it. Umm... if you get confused, don't worry, it was intentional. This drabble is suppose to make you think. :P The style provides two POVs, the one written in regular text, and the one answering in italics. Anyway, I hope you enjoy. Chapter Warning(s): Mentions of Violence, Dark Themes, Angst, MPreg, Sexual Content, Abortion, and Rape. (I think that covers everything.) Chapter Rating: T
Coward before your leader on this day for his temper is at its limit and there is no reason to seek out an audience with the med bay; betray the same leader on another day when he is careless and forgets to look over his shoulder, the reward will be divine; don't allow your plan to backfire because the consequences will not be forgiving; give your subordinates reasons to fear you; suppress the urge to flee under the glowering fury of your commander, you should not appear weak despite your pleas for mercy; always fight with a vendetta, without one, the fight loses meaning; never drop your guard; do not linger on one thought for long, there is mech who will report you before you realize your mistake; always fight back even if you are destined to lose; trust your instinct; do not rush into battle without a plan, and always steer away from the two who resemble each other in appearance; do not act on impulse, but I never rush into battle for any reason and who would, in their right mind, even come close to the Terrible Twins; this is how you glide; this is how you soar; this is how you fly; this is how you fire at your enemies with precision; this is how you dodge Jet Judo; this is how you kill without mercy; when you do manage to kill without mercy, be sure to have no regrets later; this is how you fight in hand-to-hand combat; this is how you make a quick and clean kill; this is how you laugh while insane with power; this is how you laugh while you lose yourself to the carnage; this is how you genuinely laugh; this is how you destroy someone's life, because as a Decepticon, that should be your main priority; this is how you destroy hundreds of lives; this is how you forget what you are fighting for; this is how you slowly kill yourself from the spark out; this is how you curse Primus's name for allowing such suffering to befall upon you, despite doing nothing to earn it; this is how you sabotage your commander's plan; don't allow yourself to feel pity; don't allow yourself to feel anything, you are not an Autobot, you know; don't become useless, useless mechs are replaced; don't lose sight of your goal; this is how you interface with a femme; this is how you interface with a mech; this is how Megatron interfaces with you; this is how you loathe a mech; this is how you despise a mech; this is how you feign love for a mech so that you may gain their good graces; this is how you stab that mech in the back when you have what you wanted to obtain; this is how you conceive a sparkling; this is how you get rid of a sparkling so no one knows you made a mistake; this is how you hide your mistakes; this is how you exploit your commander's mistakes; this is how you taunt your leader; this is how you become the most notoriously hated mech of all on both sides of the battlefield; but what if I'm not the most notoriously hated mech of both factions; you mean to say that after all that, you won't be the Decepticon who has no place on or in either faction?
LeavesofMyself: I really hope you enjoyed this drabble. I've been wanting to one like this for a while. Well, please review!